あいじなに Me!

first of all to Lyssa…I never knew you read my blog in friendster…:P…and yes totally unrelated…-_-"
to Michelle…hehe I always thought it was Richelle…gomen ne..no I’m not that good in Japanese yet…plus my PC doesn’t have any Japanese software…the IzyNaniMe was written by my friend…but currently I’m taking Japanese class so maybe I wil get a Japanese writing software…so then we can chat chat…:P
to Jess…no worries la…there will always be a next time…yes I know I was so scary even I scared myself when I went to the bathroom to wash my face…

anyways to the real story…I haven’t been updating my blog for like…how long?…I also not sure…but quite sometime also already
been quite busy…that was a lie actually…not busy just that seriously I don’t I have anything to write about
except that I’ve been keeping myself busy with loads of downloads, filling up surveys that I’ve done gazillion times already…re-arranging my room, clean up my room, clean up my library, arranging my books from title and genre…yes when it comes to books and arranging things…I’m a perfectionist…which is somehow hard to believe…but Lyssa knows this…I am a perfectionist just that I’m super lazy and I am also a clean freak…but again too lazy…

to anyone who are fans of Morning Musume of course you know who Goto Maki is right?…
I saw her latest video clips…so I was wondering
I saw something really different about her
her chest…seems to be a cup or two bigger…if you tell me that it’s the push up…you gotta be bluffing…because a push can only do a little boost but not the kind of boost I’m seeing
okay why am I talking about other people’s chest size?
because I have nothing to talk about…:P
and in contrary of that…I’m not even a Morning Musume’s fan
very very unlike me…but hmm
I even listen to Johnny’s now…
that’s a total 180 degrees total difference from the original me

one very funny thing is…I turned Lyssa into an ARASHI fan…
I’m not even a fan
because why?
I let her watch Gokusen
and Matsumoto Jun was in it
and she fell so madly in love with him
so anything everything related to him…is her fandom…I mean completely
even I’m shocked
NANI SHOCKKU! *Akira mode*

my player is playing my old and always favourite song right now…Crawling by Linkin Park…
how much have I changed
from the period how I was such an ice queen…not that I’m not…still am…but somehow I think the ice has become jello…:P
abit jello la…
and ooh now Hunter by Dido…and The Real Folks Blue by Yamane Mai for Cowboy Bepop anime…
the old days where I always go anime hunting with Lyssa
the days when my money will only and always goes to anime related things…or manga
but now…as I grew up…I spent everywhere
being a girl is tough…especially growing up…
hehehe
but not complaining la…
because whe should live life to the fullest

"You should be happy with what you have while working for what you want!"