あいじなに Me!

today I classify as a good normal day
Lyssa came over yesterday by the ways…
we were watching animes….Tsubasa Chronicle…or in english the Chronicles of Wings…
I think they’re showing it in Animax now…
but we’ll see after 31 of August lah
since Animax will be availble on Astro after that…waii

okay that was the old me talking…I missed the old me
who loves anime…and practically thinks that she lives in the anime world
well that was her wish…and biggest dream…:P
gosh…I totally wished and wishes that Hiiragizawa Eriol from Card Captor Sakura exist…
I’ve been in love with the character since like forever…okay since I was 13+

anyways I wanted to write something else actually…
last Thursday me, Carmen, Soph, Nelly and Marci went to Bangsar…
I didn’t drink of course…if anyone said they drink plain water when they went clubbing
they’re lying…because I only know one person who’d do that…and that would be me…mmhmm
and that’s not a joke…

so anyways…we went Ablsolute …Bangsar is full of Indians…I heard that lot…but that day I saw it with my own eyes…yerp alot of Indians…
from all those people…I can say that we were the most "muhibbah" group…
Chinese, Malay, Indian, Kenyan, and Zimbawe-an…
very multi-racial…I like that…alot…

so we got a table…I’m not much of a dancer…well I don’t dance…
I’m am a person who goes clubbing but I am not a clubber
so basically I just sit there…
Carmen felt guilty leaving me there…but I said it was okay and I like to observe

everyone went crazy when the DJ put on the Tokyo Drift song from Teriyaki Boyz…
finally something Japanese…mind me…I’m basically a Japo freak…
I like almost everything Japanese…I’ll say thank you anime for that
and so I was sitting there and just enjoying the loud music
there’s a guy who sat beside me
and he was gesturing he wants to talk to me…
so I hear lah kan…I didn’t quite heard what he said so I ignore him lah

the girls came back to the table..they had their drinks..and me and Carmen ordered Cranberry juice
they went back to the dance floor and the guy talked to me again
I replied him in Japanese hinting that I don’t understand English…:P
Carmen came back…and the guy asked me again……guess what he asked?
"Berapa satu malam?" which means "How much is one night?"…
I was so pissed I told him…"What the hell do you want man?"
me and Carmen stood up and just walked out…

we got the girls and walked out…
Carmen made a conclusion…maybe the guy thought I was a pimp…as in mother hen…
which I find very very insulting and funny
we were laughing the whole night
after that we went to Maideen and had our really really late dinner…okay it was supper…
practically Taman Connaught was so quiet…
it’s the holidays..that really shows that Sedaya’s students are the life in Taman Connaught

We slept over at Nelly’s and Carmen went back home….
Marci and Nelly was talking the whole night…I mean morning…Soph call it a night first…
I kinda try to infect them with the Japanese virus…
I think I was successful on Soph….because she can’t stop humming "Keep tryin" from Utada Hikaru
I kinda feel proud there
but it seems very hard to break the wall on Carmen, Nelly and Marci…
they’re very into the normal music now…:P…now I feel like the odd one out…well Iam
hehe…but that’s not a bad thing right?

Today I went to kak Yong’s wedding in Bangi…
Iskan said he’ll be there …he did but I was already at the Nilai tol by the time he arrived there
before I went to her wedding….I went to Labu…somewhere near where I live if you’re wondering
my classmate’s wedding…yerp…she’s also 19…and she gotten married today
I was like…oookay…marriage is not something in my near future…for sure…
I’ll make sure of it because I still got too many things to do and achieve
I’m a very ambitious girl…even Vivian said so when she first met me…
I miss talking to her the conversation I had with her was and will always be different from the ones
I always had with my other friends…I like them all…

My dad always told me that I’m mature and wise for my age…it’s a compliment…
He said "You dress, talk and act your age, but you think like someone who’s 40."
I guess that’s a compliment…even my Aunty Minah said so…
and this so called mature girl is so in love with anime…which people will call childish
but I love being childish…to certain people…if it’s not now when should I be childish, right?
when I was younger I was forced to grow up
my mom burned my barbie dolls…hence after that incident I somewhat turned into a tomboy

trust is an issue that I have problem with…I don’t trust people easily…it takes time and wit
and it’s not something everyone can gain…
Don’t treat me like a fool just because I act childish, bubbly and friendly…
I’ve been through shits…grew out of it…I was not called an Ice Queen for nothing…
and my dad don’t call me old for nothing…mentally old I can say….
even Lyssa’s mom said that…I’m not the typical girl around my age…

somehow I do find myself figuring what I just said…it kinda just came out…which is weird…
when I say someone is weird…it doesn’t mean they are weird…there’s a hidden meaning to it…
I feel I’m too old for all teenage dramas…but I’m only 19…I wonder why I feel that way
sometimes I feel like I have a 40 year old soul and a 19 year old body…gah…

I sound so emo…
okay Lyssa I’ll listen to you and be "Genki!"
Genki! Genki! Watashi ganbatte!!!

p/s: I found a black hole…and it’s really deep
p/s: I don’t literally meant that…there’s a hidden meaning behind it
p/s: I wonder if what I wish for will ever come true
p/s: I do wish and hope what my wishes will come true, academic wise, personal wise and life wise
p/s: I love all my friends…and you know who you are
p/s: I am that old am I?
p/s: Lyssa and few of my friends told me I should date a Japanese guy or a foriegner…no locals..:P
p/s: I got the car back…and the bill was and is astronomical
p/s: papa said he’s cutting my allowance to pay for the car
p/s: I should work to earn money so I can pay papa back
p/s: I miss Jue…I wanna go Johor
p/s: I wanna go to an Island…I wanna go Perhentian…and Dungun to visit my bro
p/s: I was not at all dissapointed…well for a while…I’m more of feeling emo and satisfied
p/s: thanks to my dad’s friend for the birthday present…the friend gave me the travel pack Kenzo flower…Suki desu!!! Honto ni ureshii!!! It was very thoughtful…
p/s: Raj…I’m only kidding about the Lamborghini okay? So don’t worry
p/s: I can’t wait for the "makan-makan" this Saturday
p/s: I wanna go…please let me go…please let me start…please let me get it…
p/s: I want shoes….that is something I kinda lack of

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